Post Christmas Update ! 

well , this is how i spent my christmas eve + christmas + 1 day after Christmas .. .

Christmas Eve

well, dennis booked out of camp ard 12 .. so discussed abit , and he have to send buffet with his bro.. so i went to his house first.. hid his bday present and then played computer till he came back .. then gave him his card that has a HUGE clue abt where his present is.. and FINALLY he got it .. he is a happy boy. then headed to town to walk around .. and watch movie.. had dinner @ swensons.. movie .. then home ..

Christmas

woke up naturally ( 2pm ) and then watched tv till 4pm.. so my mom was cleaning the house .. like major cleaning .. vacumming, washing etc .. so i feel guilty, so i packed my room. kept all my books and then threw away papers.. then cleared some space, back my bags into the BOX. then later msged abit .. then later had our christmas dinner with family .. then wanted to watch movie .. but we couldn't find tickets.. even amk hub is booked. and fyi .. cathay's website SUCK .  so we end up staying at home . and slacked.


1 day after christmas.

woke up by darren's call .. regarding abt tonights movie. cause we couldn't watch yesterday.. so today was the make up session. then woke up .. bath, change, and was preparing to leave the house .. till it started raining cats and dogs and donkeys. waited at home abit .. then left for toa payoh to meet dennis. on the way i went to buy my toner. since my lancome one is finishing .. i changed to the clarins one. then met him and went to eat ban mian .. dunno why .. he today super duper loving. like hugging, playing, holding my hands and stuff, he didn't leave me standing alone for one bit. super duper happy and loved today. then met darren and paks for dinner at ding tai feng.. we sat there for like 15 mins counting how much we should pay each .. and the stupid waitress kept rushing us. ishh . then finally watch alvin and chipmunks 2 .. so cuteee....... overall .. i think it is 3/5 stars. sherlock holmes is nicer ! hahahaha.. so after movie, slacked at dennis's waiting for supper.. which didn't happen cause dunno what is jeremy doing .. then later we went to changi v ourselves.. wanted to  drink cheng teng ... but was closed. had some nasi lemak instead.. and we got road blocked.. was discussing with him abt May.. hope he could take leave or smth .. we'll see how things go ..


overall .. i love my boyfriend.. and this christmas is by far the best christmas i ever had in my entire 20 yrs.. because ... my boyfriend made christmas special this year.

i know its abit mushy .. but this is my blog ! besides, no one reads this .. so i get to put whatever i want ! HAHAHAHA ! 

It's 3am and Christmas Eve:

Those ambivalent feelings are a thing of the past now. Of course, words are incapable of taking away doubts. But the power of words lie in its ability to comfort, encourage and reassure. Your decision today can determine your life ten years from now, but who knows what tomorrow holds? There is a possibility that it will take a good path and even if it goes awry, there are people who are ready to break your fall.

So this is Christmas - the season for giving. This time I hope to give my bestest to people whom I treasure. Thank you for hearing me out, for wanting to understand this and for being willing to take it higher.

Twenty four hours and seventy-five kilometres took me through a long walk down memory lane. It was therapeutic to walk through places in Singapore that brought to mind plenty of significant and happy moments. While those memories shut out the sore that I was feeling in my sole and knee, allowing my mind run halter skelter eventually led to my heart aching at the thought of losing what I hold dear to me.

By the time I reached the fifty kilometres mark, I came to recognize my selfishness for wanting the best of everyone around me. Now I have come to accept that I shouldn't be expecting anything if I am not even sure of what I truly want.